ik kwam met het opruimen van mijn pctje nog wat songteksten van mezelf tegen, van toen ik een jaar of 16 (en heel boos en dramatisch

Uit mijn feministische periode

W.
She dares you with her unwinding moves
Appearance in black velvet
Her intense sensuality, her spirit set loose
A predator with no regrets
When she pushes you away
She’s just pulling you near
Both fascinating and dangerous
Your nothing more to her than a prey
Always distant and mysterious
She’ll make you feel her in your veins
And never leaves your mind
Pride in its utter form
The power of womankind
Feel the drama

Annihilation
Looking into the mirror
Seeing a dark eyed face
Wonder what has happened
With its fire, with its grace
Once so fierce, once so bright
Seems to have disappeared overnight
Always tough
Always strong
Showing emotions would be wrong
But in the end it’s just an illusion
And now there’s nothing left here but confusion
Once so fierce, once so bright
Seems to have disappeared overnight
Once child of the Sun
Now a creature of the dark
Will carry this with me
As a never fading mark
One so fierce, one so bright
Seems to have disappeared overnight
en nogmaals: feel the drama

If only
If only you could see me now
Would you see me like I was
A battered up little bird
On the verge of breaking down
Would you be able to see
In that memory
The one standing in front of you
Complete and self-assured and trough
Would you look down and turn away
If I’d look you straight into your eyes
Or wouldn’t you even recognize me without the cuts and bruises
If only you could see me now
See what I’ve become
You thought that you could break me
But you forgot that I am strong
You made me go trough hell
But I struggled my way back
I hope this memory has enough meaning
To make you wake up sweating and screaming
If you’ll see the way that I look down on you
I hope that it will crush your soul
Just as rough and scattering as you once crushed mine
If only I could see you now
Would I see the guy I loved
Or would I finally see
The bastard you could be
I might ever forgive
But I’d never forget
The hurting and pain that you have caused me
Now that I am finally free
Would you ask me to forgive you
Now I have my dignity
And you would ask me to forgive you
I can’t forgive you
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