I lost myself IN you
again
I lost myself BECAUSE of you
Memories causing pain
Your blue eyes
sweet words,
all history
I trusted you again
made a wrong mistake.
Why did it have to go this way?
WHY did I have to fall???
So deep
You've caused a lot of damage
heart and soul
your hand holding mine,
no more.
It hurted so much...
I knew I had to fight
get up onto my feet again
can't lay down
have to go on.
LIVE on...
My diary
memories lasting forever
some make me laugh,
some fill my eyes with tears
Go on baby,
don't give up.
You're strong,
get back on your feet.
Dreams at night
my head full of you
no other thoughts
I made a mistake...
I guess
Why did you let me fall?
So hard
Without a reason???
Thinking a lot
Hunting myself
Found MYSELF back.
Realising I'm not the one to blame,
YOU are!
I can't forget the things you've done to me
pain and tears
I can't forgive you either.
I WON'T forgive you.
I will go on
be strong
find someone who CAN be trusted
will be there for me.
To you this FOREVER GOODBYE!!!
Ilona
ps. Ik heb dit gedicht zelf geschreven na een periode dat ik niet goed in mijn vel zat. Nu gaat het wel weer een stuk beter met me, maar ik kreeg dit gedicht in mijn hoofd en heb het maar gepost. Misschien dat er meerdere mensen wat aan hebben. Liefs Iloon
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I want to be a hunter again,
want to see the world alone again
to take a chance on life again,
so let me go.... * Dido *
<font size=-1>[ Dit Bericht is bewerkt door: Jurga op 2001-10-21 11:33 ]</font>
<font size=-1>[ Dit Bericht is bewerkt door: Jurga op 2001-10-21 18:52 ]</font>