hier is het eerste gedeelte van hoofdstuk 13. Ik hoop dat jullie het leuk vinden en als het kan wil ik ook graag weten wat je echt goed vond of slecht.. dan kan ik er een beetje erop letten.
Chapter 13: Lost
Dash’s POV:
“Hey sleepy heads! It’s time to wake up!..” Dash’s mother made the door open of Dash’s room and saw us two still sleeping though she has shouted many times to us that we should get out of bed. She shook her head “they must have been awake the whole night” she walked over to my bed and shook me awake “time to get up!” I opened my eyes and saw my mother looking a bit worried about me. At first I was a bit confused then I saw Dean lying on the bed next to me and remembered that we had been awake for almost the whole night. “Get dressed, eat something and go straight to school, I’ll write you a note for the teachers why you two are so late..” my mother tried to get her way back to the door but when she stepped over Dean, dean suddenly turned around so that she actually tripped over him. Dean got almost pulled out of his bed and immediately woke up. Me at the other hand was laughing my ass off because it really looked funny to see my mother looking with a confused look about what just happened. And the confused sleepy face of Dean didn’t help at all.
I told the story to Dean who started laughing as well then my mother went downstairs to write the note for us and we started to dress ourselves. “I’m dead tired!” “I know, me too..” it took us quite a while to get dressed because all of our clothes were spread all over the place because we held some kind of a pillow fight, only we didn’t had enough pillows so we used clothing instead.
After a short while we ran towards school we both didn’t know why we were running. Probably the fact that we both wanted to see her as quick as possible. We didn’t say a word to each other until we reached our school. We quickly gave the note to the teacher when we entered the class and sat down at the two tables that were still free. We both looked around though we didn’t saw what we were looking for. Why isn’t she here? Did something bad happen to her? A bad feeling came up and made me feel sick. What if something has happened to her?
Apparently I got all white in the face because suddenly everyone started to ask me if I was feeling right. I looked at Dean who looked worried as well but this time he was worried about me. With a stumbling voice I quickly said that I felt al right
At my break, Dean and I were having our lunch and talked about Selphie with all the others and informed them what has happened these days. Some heavily discussion went on because there were still a few people who didn’t like her at all. But most of our friends got our point and even tried to comfort us both.
Then I felt a hand resting on my shoulder. I looked back and saw a not happy looking Anouk standing there. “Hey? What brings you here?” “Actually I came here to bring some news to you… it’s about Selphie” everyone at our table now became quiet because they were all curious. Some other people looked at our table because this was normally one of the loudest tables in school. “This is hard top explain to you.. But let’s start at the beginning. Lat night.. She kind of freaked out, I don’t know what exactly has happened there but there is a gigantic pile of stuff lying in front of the flat. And later on she even wanted to jump out of the window.” My breath stocked when I heard this, all kind of images of Selphie and a window came up in my mind but I got myself together again and continued listening to Anouk. “Hannah said that she wasn’t herself there, she was just to frightened to listen to her. Hannah and Selphie had quite the battle because when I saw Hannah she had all kind of scratches on her hand and face. Though Hannah made sure she didn’t lose her out of sight Selphie managed to get out and run away… she has erased all her phone numbers and messages on her phone and didn’t bring it along so we can’t reach her. .. They don’t know where she could be, but they are looking for her all over the places because they are afraid that she might… you know. Anyway my number stood on a paper so Hannah found it and called me if Selphie was there but I haven’t seen her as well. Then she told me that I should tell you all so that if you might have an idea you could tell her.” A big silent remained at our tables because everybody felt quite down. They all knew that she had some big troubles but this big? And especially now that she has become a friend… I thought back at my time together with her. How happy we both were, I could even see her smiling. And how we first got together after such a long period.. In her secret hideout in the park… “The park!” everybody looked at me. It was Dean who answered, “what’s with the park?” I quickly stood up and informed the rest of the table “Dean, tell the teachers, I know her.. Place...” though I said it on a really weird way Dean understood immediately what I was trying to say and nodded. I quickly ran out the school through the streets.
After a while I got out of breath but I didn’t slow down, I had to find her. In myself I prayed that she wasn’t dead already and off course the fact that she was there. I saw the contour of the park and I made me smile for a second. It didn’t took me long to find the secret entrance and the big boulder. On that boulder I saw Selphie standing there, still in her pyjama and with the all-familiar knife in her hand. On her arms and legs I saw big scratches but they didn’t seem to be really bad. “Selphie…” my voice was soft but loud enough for her to her it, she slowly turned her head into my direction and I saw that her make up ran out because of her many tears. It gave me goose bumps but I had to be strong for her. She had to know that she wasn’t alone on this world. I saw that her hand shook like hell, and when I looked into her eyes I saw fear and anger. With a soft voice she spoke to me “Go away” “I can’t… Don’t do it..” “He won’t have me.. If this is the only way to save me from him..” I climbed on the boulder which was still pretty hard for me, Selphie took a few steps back because she didn’t wanted me to come nearer. “This is not the only way, he will win if you do this you know! He wants you to suffer, he likes that and you are making it worse like this. You have to be strong, just hang on because if it goes wrong again you’ll be free forever…then nobody can tell you what to do!” Selphie shook her head wildly, she knew that I was right but she wouldn’t listen, like she was a little child. I took a step closer to her but then her hand with the knife now pointed at me, which frightened me a bit. I never have seen her like that. If I just knew what was going in her mind then it would be a lot easier to help her.
Now almost screaming she told me to go “Go away! Away, away, away…”
I just can watch it over and over again... It’s not just for days but for weeks you know!.. and then after a month.. it’s brand new again!.
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